Affirmation

This is a bio for my English class and the teacher professors zyny has asked me to explain my recent enrollment in school, so before I do that I have to take you back almost 25 years.

Do you remember at the end of Mr deeds when Longfellow was at the shear holders meeting and he went into his speech about the little kid you would kick the adult you ass if they knew what you have become.

When I was around the age 5-7 my grandma asked me what it was I wanted to be and I told her a business man because I had just got in trouble for selling my cousin some candy from my Halloween candy.

So I grew up and went to college the first time and was doing my classes learning and it was my teacher it was his last year teaching , "your going to learn all this not use it and make $36,000.00usd a year" at the time my head was down I raised my head up looked at him and that next semester I did not enroll for classes.

At that moment I knew that the field I was in was not going to make me the millions I wanted , so what happened after that I started going to seminar about real estate and understanding CNBC from watching it all the time.

I had kids not to long after and that put me on hold because I made a deal with the women I had kids with, That you have 5-6 years to go to school get a career and I will have the kids.

During that time I started a real estate company and had a few building and lost it all I was devastated everyone treated me as a loser even family.

That deal turned into 7 years because that is when I started to go back to my entrepreneur ways full time and it started off bad because I did not work for that time and getting a loan was and still is not in the picture for me.

Asking family that is a big no also when I tell you I am making something from nothing you should believe me, with no help just using hustle and planning to get things done.

So I laid out a plan , and it is to finish things I started and this is first on the list getting my eet degree and a minor in business.

The start of this semester is very hard not having help with the kids and needing money but I will make it through.

A peace of my current life

it has been a wile and it is not for a good reason it is all bad and why should you blog or write angry i dont think that is productive it it sends out bad vibes into the world and universe but during this time i am still trying to balance my work life and family. its all going good but i keep running into financial troubles and i know why but the only thing i can do about it is  nothing lol but its not that bad it just takes growth and ever since i started my blogs there has been  a lot of growth in me.

just recently i have went back to school i have gotten a job and incorporated my company that is a lot of thing to be proud of i would like to travel but i can not take bad kids on a vacation that get suspend from school so i have not traveled i have a women in my life that only does the bear minimum and wonder why nothing is going right.

there is another women in my lif and she is a complete head case  to the point i doint like to talk to her and she always try to use my son as a pawn and she keeps me away from him thinking her life is better then mine or i just hurt her so bad she try to make herself look better then me in every way of life.

and then i have another son i want to see but his mom keeps him away from me maybe he is not mine but the only thing i can do is become very successful and hopefully they write about me in new york city and she see it and she finds me while im their but that is just part of my everyday life.

 my mom is so unhappy in her life that she forgets how blessed she is now and trys to make me feel bad that i am now going trough the same things she went through becoming an adult and, its ok because people forget the bad.

during this time i feel my personal life is getting better for me because i have failed so many times and learning from every failure remolding myself has been very hard being your worst critic. 

Disciplining kids

So i was thinking how can i motivate my kids to want to do their chores and keep up their grades up in school.

So i started to think really hard what makes a kid want to work towards a goal and what jumped in my mind was my kids favoret place and that place is Chuck E Cheese.

What does CEC do well you trade your money for CEC's money to play games to get tickets withe the tickets you get prizes.

So now im thinking how can i put this system to use in my house hold, a good reward system that will promote selfdisaplin.

Getting them what they want has not done anything and taking away everything make them behave well until they get there things back.

So now i have to give them enough to want to keep at it and not lose focus a points system will go into play for good remarks from teachers homework being done right and chores being done and thoes points should add up for them to get a prize.

Car sponsored

Yes that is how he was delivered and since I have been working to get money for it but since I have a family it's hard to put the money I want to put in pumpkin king 

So it has been a big deal for me to get started but so far I have just field some paper work I can't wait till the parts comeI want to tell you I have gotten sponsored with this link you to can possibly get sponsored http://www.carsponsors.com/dap/a/?a=117482  that is th link can I was so excited when I had received the news I was like yes. I want you to meet pumpkin king 

balance is no balance

so I am sitting here thinking how can I balance work and family and it came to me their is no blance its all life so the have to blend. now I just got off the phone with a guy who delt with on a deal the fell through I am sad because I did not get the property but their is more so now I have to do what it takes to get it this next peace of land my vision for it is still the same but more detail.

now I am going to get this next peace of land because it ties in to what it is I want to do and I don't have any excuses I just backed myself into a corner and it is not fun I have limited option but yet instill I have option . I still want a success coach as a entrepreneur to further my goals.

when do I get a chance to work when you have a big family, I have a lot of tim I just don't utilize it and that is bad because every second counts , so this is what I am going to do from now on plan my day at night before I go to bed .and that starts today and I'm so glad that this will become a routine  for me if I would have  did this the first time I would be a lot further in life I tried it out a few days ago on a app called ever note but it was a short list of thing I had to get done that day.

I cant take on other peoples problems I have to stay focused and I have to teach my kids about this determination this goal setting and goal achieving, but before I can teach this I have to learn this but on a great note I have done a whole lot better than the last time I told you guys about my adventuers .

what it was or what it is you have to do is think about that thing you want everyday and go for it or take one step towards it everyday to attain it and I did that now I have to see if I can do that magic again .

I am vlogging along with blogging as you can see more work added to my plate but it has to be done. I have wrote a book and I have started the second one I tried kick starter and they denied me of my project and told me I had to be more realistic well I am it just my vision is just way bigger than your imagination. not my fault.

Being qualified

It has been a day today so I thought I had extra money to spend but January is like one of the hardest months because it seem like all your bills are due so with the extra money I though I had im just playing catch up.

But my. Adventure is going to find a way to make more money with the change my options are limitless because that the mental attitude you have to have if you want to do something great .

You have to be limitless to do so much with so little . So after I'm left with just a little bit of money I'm going to have to dig deep for my answer as I go through my daily routine I might need extra time to meditate on my situation.

But if your a parent you know their is no time to yourself hardly so you have to do it in the middle of the night. That mean you love power naps during the day to function.

What I found out is when you specializes in something you learn it to the point where it's natural to you. Have I found my calling not too sure so I'm just going to continue to learn.

My ideas I have started to write them down, in going to add that in my weekly routine and another day of action on those ideas.

Grownup Christmas List

Dear Santa, Saint Nick

I know I am on the great list so I just want to tell you what it is that I want for Christmas, because now I have kids and I have to step in and play you for the holidays.

It's not a big list:

Push button start for all three of my cars

Twin turbo for one

The zr1 engine the other one

A all wheel drive kit or rear wheel

Body kit

Interior done

A mansion 

Money for my business 

Friends that want to help me work on my project car

And a board full of investors so we can become prosperous 

I have been great for the past 7 years so when you add it all up it blance out. But if you have to get me one thing because of the Christmas rules its to win a massive jackpot on a ny lottery ticket.

That concludes everything that I want so back to listening to holiday music and you Santa with your Christmas work.