Affirmation

This is a bio for my English class and the teacher professors zyny has asked me to explain my recent enrollment in school, so before I do that I have to take you back almost 25 years.

Do you remember at the end of Mr deeds when Longfellow was at the shear holders meeting and he went into his speech about the little kid you would kick the adult you ass if they knew what you have become.

When I was around the age 5-7 my grandma asked me what it was I wanted to be and I told her a business man because I had just got in trouble for selling my cousin some candy from my Halloween candy.

So I grew up and went to college the first time and was doing my classes learning and it was my teacher it was his last year teaching , "your going to learn all this not use it and make $36,000.00usd a year" at the time my head was down I raised my head up looked at him and that next semester I did not enroll for classes.

At that moment I knew that the field I was in was not going to make me the millions I wanted , so what happened after that I started going to seminar about real estate and understanding CNBC from watching it all the time.

I had kids not to long after and that put me on hold because I made a deal with the women I had kids with, That you have 5-6 years to go to school get a career and I will have the kids.

During that time I started a real estate company and had a few building and lost it all I was devastated everyone treated me as a loser even family.

That deal turned into 7 years because that is when I started to go back to my entrepreneur ways full time and it started off bad because I did not work for that time and getting a loan was and still is not in the picture for me.

Asking family that is a big no also when I tell you I am making something from nothing you should believe me, with no help just using hustle and planning to get things done.

So I laid out a plan , and it is to finish things I started and this is first on the list getting my eet degree and a minor in business.

The start of this semester is very hard not having help with the kids and needing money but I will make it through.

A peace of my current life

it has been a wile and it is not for a good reason it is all bad and why should you blog or write angry i dont think that is productive it it sends out bad vibes into the world and universe but during this time i am still trying to balance my work life and family. its all going good but i keep running into financial troubles and i know why but the only thing i can do about it is  nothing lol but its not that bad it just takes growth and ever since i started my blogs there has been  a lot of growth in me.

just recently i have went back to school i have gotten a job and incorporated my company that is a lot of thing to be proud of i would like to travel but i can not take bad kids on a vacation that get suspend from school so i have not traveled i have a women in my life that only does the bear minimum and wonder why nothing is going right.

there is another women in my lif and she is a complete head case  to the point i doint like to talk to her and she always try to use my son as a pawn and she keeps me away from him thinking her life is better then mine or i just hurt her so bad she try to make herself look better then me in every way of life.

and then i have another son i want to see but his mom keeps him away from me maybe he is not mine but the only thing i can do is become very successful and hopefully they write about me in new york city and she see it and she finds me while im their but that is just part of my everyday life.

 my mom is so unhappy in her life that she forgets how blessed she is now and trys to make me feel bad that i am now going trough the same things she went through becoming an adult and, its ok because people forget the bad.

during this time i feel my personal life is getting better for me because i have failed so many times and learning from every failure remolding myself has been very hard being your worst critic.