it has been a wile and it is not for a good reason it is all bad and why should you blog or write angry i dont think that is productive it it sends out bad vibes into the world and universe but during this time i am still trying to balance my work life and family. its all going good but i keep running into financial troubles and i know why but the only thing i can do about it is nothing lol but its not that bad it just takes growth and ever since i started my blogs there has been a lot of growth in me.
just recently i have went back to school i have gotten a job and incorporated my company that is a lot of thing to be proud of i would like to travel but i can not take bad kids on a vacation that get suspend from school so i have not traveled i have a women in my life that only does the bear minimum and wonder why nothing is going right.
there is another women in my lif and she is a complete head case to the point i doint like to talk to her and she always try to use my son as a pawn and she keeps me away from him thinking her life is better then mine or i just hurt her so bad she try to make herself look better then me in every way of life.
and then i have another son i want to see but his mom keeps him away from me maybe he is not mine but the only thing i can do is become very successful and hopefully they write about me in new york city and she see it and she finds me while im their but that is just part of my everyday life.
my mom is so unhappy in her life that she forgets how blessed she is now and trys to make me feel bad that i am now going trough the same things she went through becoming an adult and, its ok because people forget the bad.
during this time i feel my personal life is getting better for me because i have failed so many times and learning from every failure remolding myself has been very hard being your worst critic.
just recently i have went back to school i have gotten a job and incorporated my company that is a lot of thing to be proud of i would like to travel but i can not take bad kids on a vacation that get suspend from school so i have not traveled i have a women in my life that only does the bear minimum and wonder why nothing is going right.
there is another women in my lif and she is a complete head case to the point i doint like to talk to her and she always try to use my son as a pawn and she keeps me away from him thinking her life is better then mine or i just hurt her so bad she try to make herself look better then me in every way of life.
and then i have another son i want to see but his mom keeps him away from me maybe he is not mine but the only thing i can do is become very successful and hopefully they write about me in new york city and she see it and she finds me while im their but that is just part of my everyday life.
my mom is so unhappy in her life that she forgets how blessed she is now and trys to make me feel bad that i am now going trough the same things she went through becoming an adult and, its ok because people forget the bad.
during this time i feel my personal life is getting better for me because i have failed so many times and learning from every failure remolding myself has been very hard being your worst critic.
